I hope you don't mind me moaning. My inflammation comes and goes, and now it has come again more acutely than before. This forum seems generally about people that have had resurfacing or are close to it. I don't even have an appointment yet! I am resolved that I will have resurfacing, even though my doctor is against it.
When I do not have inflammation, I consider myself lucky in that I do not have pain, just restriction in movement. I do not understand why inflammation can just switch on and off without any particular reason, but when it does, I am pretty much useless. The muscles around my midsection refuse to work and I am bent over sideways. I only get relief if I lie on my back with one leg slightly bent. I am sure you might all have had similar symptoms.
It was my intention to finish the work that I have, and travel to Europe next year for surgery. As it is, I cannot do any work now, so maybe I should go this summer. Although the logistics involved are not easy, I have no fear of the operation. I find the idea of resurfacing exciting and would look forward to it.
I read on this forum about people after the operation returning to, and wishing to return to sport, even extreme sport. I used to love sport, and twenty years ago thought I was indestructible. So I am pleased for everyone that has returned to sport. My ambitions are simpler. I would like to walk upright and with a comfortable gait, I would like to bend over to kiss my children, I would like to cut my toenails. Sitting cross-legged on the floor to enjoy a communal meal would be a huge social asset to me.
Even though I do not post often, I read this forum often. I did not know what section to post this message in, as there is no section for before resurfacing. So I hope you don't mind me ranting. Until I have my operation, I would like to read posts by other people in similar situations to me.
Thank you.