With a pending operation on Dec. 1...I've started really turning up the jets and getting back in shape over the last few months. Riding to work and PT during the day. However, my hip is starting to feel better and with that, I'm getting cold feet. I'm starting to think, "hey, it doesn't feel that bad. I can still run some, ride and maybe ski this season." So maybe I should put this off some more.
I don't know....just have lots of reservations of substituting metal parts for parts of me that don't dislocate, contribute metal ions, etc., etc., etc......
The bad days are bad, but there are fewer of them than earlier this year. I know the OA is getting worse and I'm full on bone on bone, but I'm also tough as nails and can take a LOT of pain. Coming from the life as a smokejumper, I still have that mentality that pain is the weakness leaking out.
Silly isn't it.
Thanks for letting me vent a bit. Just trying to come to grips with things.