Shane,
I know how you feel. It seems so daunting and overwhelming. Like Chuck says, you are in really good hands with Dr. Gross and Lee Webb. There was not any time when I was in the hospital that I felt miserable, in pain, or just "get me outa here!" You'll see what I mean when you are there. As a matter of fact, I had a problem adjusting the first day when I got home. After all the excitement, attention and activity in Providence Hospital, home was suddenly a little too quiet, also you are on your own, no nurses, delivered meals, etc. The physical therapy people are great, I looked forward to them coming in and spending time with me. You'll meet the other Gross hippies who will be there.
I have been home for a week now. I feel really good, I am in no pain, just a little stiff. I am off the heavy drugs, the bandages are off, I no longer use my ice machine or ice packs, and I'm getting around O.K. It's slow and guarded movements, but it feels better every day. Today I got dressed in regular clothes and my wife took me to the local Best Buy electronics store. I needed new ear phones for my ipod. It's the first time I ever went in public with crutches other than the trip home from South Carolina. I didn't know how it would go. It went really well. It felt comfortable and I'm ready to go out somewhere again. Just be really careful and watch for any icy spots if it's cold.
I'm telling you this just to let you know that even though it's an adjustment, it's not terrible. The best part about all of this is, the arthritis pain is gone. It's unbelievable, so smooth. I don't constantly use the word "OWWW!" anymore. Look forward to it. The way you are now, you will never get better, you'll only get worse. These days will soon be in the past.
Steve