Hi brad, jennifer. I think you'll see that we all suffered from depression at different degrees. I definitely was depressed before the operations, feeling hopeless about the pain and lack of future prospects.
After the operation, I knew I was fragile emotionally, since I had hopes for the future, but they were just beginning to come to be, and it was very easy to slide back into my previous state. There's so much going on with you guys right now, that I would just focus on the real positives, some lack of pain here, a great day there. The good days are coming, just let them come and realize that your progress is not something that will be taken away, but that you're building things up again.
I was helped by talking to a counselor, by friends and family that kept in touch, and mostly by myself doing things that I wouldn't have done before. Like two4one says, tell your doctors, get in touch with insurance and make sure you're getting the best possible.
The biggest thing that I felt was that I wasn't helpless against the tide anymore, but taking control and working to get my life back. So far that's come true.