Just keep plugging away, Ruby. It will definately come.
I've had a few strange moments where major doubt has crept in to my thoughts-on at least three occasions I've wished I could turn the clock back and not have the surgery but they've all been in the dead of night when I've been in pain.
After a couple of codeine, when I've loosened up, I feel great and wonder what I was thinking about!
The worst times are through the night without a doubt.
After a week at home I got myself convinced that something had slipped as my hip looked enormous-I then read Jason's post where that actually happened and had a couple of dark days dwelling on it.
I nearly rang the ROH but then thought- I haven't slipped, walked without crutches, bashed it, nothing.
I thought about Mr T's track record, looked through the old recovery posts here and was finally satisfied that I'm ok.
I think if we could all meet up and talk face to face, we would all put one anothers minds at rest and share our odd thoughts.
The speed of recovery for different people seems amazing sometimes- I know of a builder who had a THR early this year and went back to work three weeks to the day of his surgery!
He's climbing ladders, laying bricks-pretty much everything he was doing before. I think he's mad but I heard last week he's doing great, no pain, no limping.
I just hope he doesn't end up with an early revision because of it.
All I'm doing is sitting on a chair watching my son work-no way could I do anything manual yet.
Like you say-We'll get there.